I sat up suddenly, I could feel Dallas’s eyes follow my movement. I never would’ve thought someone would have such an effect on me. I just couldn’t focus on anything if Dallas was around, it was embarrassing really. The gang talked around me but I couldn’t for the life of me know what they were talking about. I didn’t know how long I was sitting there, but my eyes had begun to burn and my muscles felt tense. Time felt frozen, the tension that I felt made it hard for me to focus. But, it was hard to do that when I could still feel Dallas’s stare on me. I sat down on the floor in front of the couch next to Johnny and tried to fully focus on the TV.
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Soon enough the gangs’ focus went from me back to the TV which of course, was playing Mickey Mouse. But he didn’t question me anymore, much to my relief. “Yeah I was really tired and I had a cough so I just chose to stay home,” I said quickly wanting to make my excuse sound more believable.ĭallas just looks at me, his eyebrow cocked up in suspicion. “Really? You weren’t feeling well?” Dallas asked skeptically, I could tell he did not believe me whatsoever. I could feel everyone’s stare at me, but one, in particular, seemed to burn.ĭallas looked as though he was anticipating my next sentence, waiting to be hung up on every word I spoke. “Yeah Y/N/N where’ve you been?” Johnny asked curiously. “Y/N there you are! I think it’s been a week since the last time I saw you.” Two-Bit exclaimed, his words slightly slurred as he spoke. I pushed past the screen door, everyone’s attention turned to me. I could feel my hands as I opened the chain-linked fence. A group of miscellaneous chatter could be heard through the screen door. My nerves grew more and more as I got closer to the house.
A slight rustling of the grass and leaves could be heard due to the wind. I made my way back over to the Curtis’s house. So, with much reluctance and gritted teeth. I have to face him at some point, I would just have to swallow back all the feelings that threatened to spill out. I couldn’t spend what felt like days being cooped up in my house. I’m sure he didn’t notice my absence much. But, I knew I couldn’t avoid him forever. The only thing that calmed these intense feelings I had for him was to not be around him. I couldn’t function around him at points. My heart felt like it could pulsate through my chest. It seemed as though the second my eyes focused on him my blood would begin to make me feel dizzy in reverence. It was hard to even look at Dallas sometimes. I didn’t want to but the feelings that I had kept hidden had been eating at me more and more lately. This is a request! If you would like to make a request take a look at ( this post) for all of the characters I am currently writing for.
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